I Second the Motion

Law of Attraction.

I first heard of it from John Calub's Money Magnet seminar. He taught it to us in various ways but this documentary (as mentioned in Tep's previous post) will give you an idea of what it's all about:

This post is actually an updated version of the one I did last December. I'm typing this one today at 2:48PM on October 9, 2013. 

What I wrote before was too tedious to read so I'll try to simplify things to the best of my ability, to suit your reading comforts. :))

The Secret has already been debated over and reviewed for so many times. A guy named Alexander Kjerulf said, "The important thing here is that The Law of Attraction itself is real. But the arguments and explanations put forward in The Secret are alternately unscientific, mystical, nonsensical or just plain wrong." (Read his entire review here.)

I'm sharing this to you so you can have both sides of the story and can decide what's best to believe in. Here's another supporting review, negating John Calub and The Secret. In Andrea Toledo's blog post, she states that "The Secret is not the answer to unlocking the so-called infinite potential of both man and the Universe. Over-optimism is just another word for DELUSION. Watch this RSA Animate video to more clearly understand why too much of anything, including that of positive thinking, can lead to disastrous results. At the end of the day, we must exercise a balance between idealism and realism, or what I personally call "Idearealism"."

Idearealism. Big and shiny word! I actually loved her insight, and loved her site more when I read this on another post: "The key to progress is MOMENTUM. One thing I've learned from a really good friend's dearest mentor is this: What separates the talented ones from the successful ones is that the latter KEEP ON MOVING, MOVING, MOVING... Most especially when they are NOT IN THE MOOD to do anything. :) It's called momentum. Never lose it."

Another example of what she said is the book "The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho. Listen to the Soul of the World, open your eyes to opportunities and make sure that you act on them. 

The previous version of this post goes on about another one of my surprise encounters with my love, Jeric Fortuna. I believed that it happened because my mind directed it to happen. Law of Attraction. 

Even after all the stated arguments, I still personally believe in this law. Optimism is always good. But as always, too much of anything is bad. It's up to you, whatever works.

Bottom line is, no matter what method towards success that we use, it's really up to us. We must work for it. We must move our butts out of the chair we're sitting on. Remove our limp bodies from bed. Every. Single. Day. We have to move to make things happen. We can't just wait for opportunities to knock on our doors. 

Same goes with personal development. Cosmopolitan Magazine founder Helen Gurley Brown once said, "You cannot sit around like a cupcake asking other people to come and eat you up and discover your great sweetness and charm. You've got to make yourself more cupcakable all the time so you're a better cupcake to be gobbled up."

If I were to make my own formula, it would be Positive Thinking + Great Ideas + Action = Success.

I hope you learned something new from what you've just read. Feel free to share your ideas with us! :)

♥,

Te

The Universe will Find a Way

And the Best Actress Award goes to.. Tentereren.. Oops gising gising!

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Before taking a bath I sometimes do monologues. I cry and spill out words as if cameras are really there, uhm inside the bathroom ? Haha! You know the usual act when you burst out in tears while you're angry at someone? That's my favorite scene to do. And no kahit nasa banyo ako, I don't do the "ang dumi-dumi ko" habang nakaupo sa lapag at nakadamit pa with matching kuskos sa braso acting. Not my theng  Sometimes I even do it when I'm off somewhere. Kunwari nainis ako sa katabi ko sa jeep, iniimagine ko kung ano gagawin ko and it somehow shows in my facial expression. I just can't help it. Is it just me?? Am I that weird?

Fan girls are not just followers of their idols. They dream to be like them as well. Me, personally I want to star in MMK (kahit isang episode lang direk!) and when I do, I'll make sure that even the director will drop a tear. Not because of my bad acting but because he'll feel as if it's real. Yes, that's how confident I am in my mind, wishing that it'll translate into reality. I don't know if I'll have the courage to submit an audition video to star magic because I'm hoping for my dream to happen the way I planned it. Yung ma-didiscover nalang ako, hindi yung ipipilit ko sarili ko sa kanila. Pasintabi sa mga nagpass ng video, sariling pananaw ko lang po 'yon. Peace.

According to the documentary "The Secret" not all that you dream of is what you really want. You'll know it when you feel good about it and then the universe will do the rest to help you achieve it. That's how law of attraction can take effect. Well, some things are better said than done. Ang hirap kaya, I tried it but I still don't know If I'm feeling the "good feeling" they're talking about. O baka hindi lang para sa akin ang pag-aartista? Hayaan ko nalang daw na sa banyo ako umarte haha.

I am in constant search of tips or ways to achieve my goal. The documentary that Te recommended to me is very enlightening and encouraging, that is the aforementioned. It has been helpful to me and I know It will be the same to you. I don't have actual proof that it is effective, i'm still practicing the law of attraction. I'll update this post when one of my dreams come true. It might take a year or a decade but still, it will happen. I believe it will. Positive Vibes.

♥,




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And im back! Kaloka guys, wala pang 24hrs pero parang may ginawa na ang universe para sa akin! It's not about being an artista ah, pero I got to feel how it is to be famous! Well, sort of. I tweeted (what is the past tense of tweet?) a drawing of mine and tagged Anne Curtis and Ramon Bautista. I wasn't expecting either of them to respond or notice it so i logged off for a while and when I returned, BOOM! Ang haba haba ng hair kooo!

I got instant followers! (20 plus lang, hindi naman ganun karami) And, there are peepz who commended my work. I feel so appreciated. :')

Special thanks to you all and to the gorgeous Anne Curtis Smith :D Please do not unfollow me guys haha! Love love!

See my tweet here.

Aftershock

Left these cookies at Fort's dorm last night...

(photo courtesy of Sugar Stop)

Note: Naka-box siya nung iniwan ko sa guard haha

I had it made last Sunday. "Goodbye dignityyyyy", I told my friend. "Last na 'to ah", she said.

It was quarter to 10pm. Kinakabahan ako ng bongga pagkababa ng jeep sa Lacson hanggang sa paglakad papunta ng dorm nila.

I knew he's not there, (the wonders of social media --  stalking galore.) the nervousness comes from the idea that "I'm really doing this, wala nang bawian."

Big deal e noh haha. Well for someone who went through major self-esteem issues, it is. :)) Leaving gifts  at someone's place gives you that major fan label. If not "adik" or "stalker". Hehe

He thanked me this morning through this tweet. Surprise surprise, di lang pala ko yung nagbigay/nag-iwan. This is when it hurts, when you finally realize that you're just one of them girls. 

"Isipin mong mabuti kung anong mabuting nagagawa nito sayo.", Tep once said to me. 

Puyat ako lagi kakastalk.

Hindi na ko dapat nagpupuyat dahil bawal ma-late at nagiging unproductive lang sa work.

Finals week din namin ngayon, wala pang nasusubmit at puro Fort inaatupag ko.
Effort.
Gastos. 

But I was really happy.
And it makes everything worth it. Sometimes.

Perks of being a fangirl:
1. You're constantly kilig. Cute pictures, witty posts... haay
2. Para ka nading may boyfriend, sans clingy-ness and emotional drama.
3. May "love outlet". You know those moments when you just want to hug somebody, or shout to the world how much you love someone? (ako lang ba yun, weird ko ba? :/) I can always say "I love you Fortuna!" with matching halik sa picture niya just because. 

But the thing is, it's all i-m-a-ginaaary.
And something or someone can always prick your bubble and get you back to reality.

This is always the deal here right? 
You/I should always be reminded of our limits as a fan.
Just get enough for inspiration but not too much that it takes over your life.

Now I'm going back to reality first so I can also fulfill my other dreams.
Au revoir, Jeric Fortuna. This has been a lovely dream.

Taray fumefrench pa haha. Happy birthday on the 25th :)

♥,
Te

Fortuna

For two days.

Autograph, check!
Picture, check!
Hug, check!
Kiss, check!

Siya nalang kulang. Joke! Peace to the fellow Fort Ladies out there! :))

I just never felt so blissfully happy in my entire life! O.A eh noh. Pero ang saya ko lang talaga promise. Yung feeling na wow, mahal pa rin pala talaga ako ni Lord despite everything. :))

Tep's post was about Sunday's game. We got complimentary tickets for the following game yesterday. Heedless to say, we gave in to the temptation and succumbed ourselves to fangirling again. :))

I don't know why pero nakakatamad pala talagang magkwento in detail. :)) Basta nanood kami. Day 1: We had a photo op with Coach Pido with autograph signing sa aking lumang uniform, then Tep with Jeron. Met our new found friend "Kuya" na family friend ng mga Teng. We took pictures with the Jerics after na ng game. Day 2: Humabol lang kami parehas. Tep arrived during half time, ako last quarter na. We waited with the throng of fans outside the arena to take pictures with them again. Hindi pwedeng wala, sayang pamasahe! Charot :)) We noticed na laging huling lumalabas ang mga Jeric, lalo tuloy nasasabik ang mga fans. Randomly overheard this conversation: Ate1: "Antagal naman nila!", Ate2: "Hayaan mo na baka nagpapabango pa! Ayaw mo nun mabango sila?"

Landi lang nating lahat! Hahahaha

Madami pang masasayang nangyari gaya ng brief conversation namin nila Tep and Uncle Alvin Teng. It adds up to the happiness dahil surreal na talaga na nakausap namin sila gayong pinag-uusapan lang namin sila dati.

Though on a bit serious note, "To whom much is given, much is expected in return." I am in awe of everyone we took pictures with. Lalo na kila Fort. Yung tipong pagod na sila after the game, pero kailangan pa rin mag-entertain ng fans. Smile smile smile. Sign sign sign. Talk talk talk.

All because the fans spent their time and effort to watch the game and support the team. Is it really worth it?  Lalo na pag sobrang demanding ng fans? I was thinking of these while staring at him from afar, waiting for  my Kodak moment.

(Note to Tep: Akalain mong nakakapag-isip pa tayo ng mga bagay bagay kagabi hahaha)

Pero yun nga.. It makes me want to love him more. To reciprocate his generosity with his fans. Di nakakagulat na halos everyday may regalo siyang nakukuha. At hindi malayong isa nako sa mga magbibigay sa susunod. Abangan! Haha

I also thought about moving on... Of not wanting to dive deeper into this ocean of feelings any more pero kasi... I don't want to deny myself of this kind of happiness. Basta tanggap ko sa sarili ko na hindi magiging kami at hindi aasa na maging more than fan or friend, okay na ko siguro doon... And again, just like cigarettes, we have to do this moderately. Ok sige na nga lie low muna sa panunuod ng games. Pero kasi... #FanGirlProblems

Ganito nalang muna for now. :))

♥,

Te

Jeric&Jeron Teng

Yesterday was so unreal! I'd be happy to die just then and there, that's how good it was. I hate it.

Why?
Well, te came across fortuna's tweet re: their game vs letran and asked me if i wanted to go. Eh medyo 'di naman na ako ganun ka-fan girl nila teng nun so ok lang pumunta ok lang hindi. Tapos kinabukasan nakita ko tweet ni jeron na pupunta din siya! Talk about hitTENG 2 birds with one stone huh. So, ano pa nga ba, ang mga hoping lalong nagpa-hoping. We arrived at the arena around 2-3pm and saw coach pido, jeron, teng's fam (what a lovely family they have) and ferrer. Ayun nung nagstart na yung game mukha akong ewan na pinapanuod ang pawis ni Jeric sa biceps haha sorry, yun talaga tinitignan ko, madalas kasi nakatalikod siya sa amin. Parang ang kintab kasi tapos kita mo yung bawat galaw ng muscle niya sa simpleng galaw ng kamay niya. I cannot find the right words to describe it in the most beautiful and artistic way but I think you get the picture. Naaalala ko tuloy! Kasi naman, sa lalaking pawisan bakit mukha pa rin siyang mabango, parang bagong ligo lang, at yung siko ang puti! Grabe, napapangiti ako ngayon haha mukhang ewan. After the game inabangan na namin sila and and AND heaven!! I will not go into deets with that, I'm sure te will blog about it anyway. So ayun, haha I'm having a hard time writing this, yung parang gising na gising ako tapos gusto ko ngumiti, tumawa, sumayaw, kumanta, maglaba, mamalantsa, haha joke lang.

I'm happy and sad at the same time.
Happy because I never thought that I could really see him/ them in person. Parang hard to reach lang talaga e noh. Plus, I even got to have my picture taken with them.
But what's sad about it is that I have to go through the stage of reverse bittering. Again. And I have to unfollow them in twitter. Again. And set my acct to private. Again. And I have to live life knowing that there will never be "us". Again. :'(

Alam ko na ito yung tipong babalikan mo tapos matatawa ka nalang sa mga pinagsasabi mo pero ewan. Haha. Kinailangan ko lang ibuhos 'tong sayang nararamdaman ko at nang mabawasan.

Please Lord, help me forget. I don't want to move on but I have to, I must!

P.S.
We watched their game the day after, naloka naman ako kay te todo build up sa akin haha. Nagpapic kasi kami sa dad nila jeric sabi ba naman ni te "crush niya po yung anak niyong dalawa" & "ang ganda niya po 'di ba po". I didn't know what to do so I just kept on laughing ang shying away from them haha peg na peg ko na talaga ang hs girl. Sana lang 'di ko na sila makita ulit in person haha wala na akong mukhang maihaharap, though I doubt they'll remember me. And infairness, 'di na ako ganun ka-kilig compared to day 1, thank you Lord!

Music and Lyrics

Impromptu composition haha
Lyrics from Tep. (See previous post)
Melody from me. Balang araw malalapatan din 'to ng tamang tugtog :))



♥,
Te

Sleepless Dreamer

The day I love the most,
Is when we're together.
To see your face that close,
I know you're mine forever.

The day I love the most,
Is when you held my hand.
To feel a heavenly dose,
I know this is not the end.

The day I love the most,
Is when you said you love me.
To hear the greatest line composed,
I know with you i will always be.

But the day I'll hate the most,
Is when I wake up from this dream.
Shatter my fantasy to a close,
And realize that life isn't as beautiful as it seems.


♥,

Surprise

Updates, updates! ♥ :)

[click photo to enlarge]

PINANSIN NA KO NI FORT SA TWITTER HURRAY! :))
[actual tweet here]

Things I've learned from this experience:
1. Timing is everything.
2. God will give you what you want but He has to see you working. (sa mga desperada na, konting effort pa, kaya natin yan mga girl! Habang may buhay may pag-asa. If there's a will there's a way. Fight lang ng fight!!!)
3. Don't let the happy feeling wear off. Even days after days after days after that moment. ♥

Hay. :)

This as you can see, happened on November 5, 2 days ago. May isa pakong pasabog my friend!!! Nakita ko siya in the flesh the day after!!!

Sorry sobrang kilig, pero kasi... magkasunod na encounter lang!

Kung titingnan mo ang nakaraan kong post, nasa panaginip ko lang siya noon, hoping and wishing and stalking.. Tapos biglang ganitooo. Pakiramdam ko nakita ko si Santa Claus at may bonus pang regalo :(( 

Hindi naman masamang humiling pa di ba, isang hug at picture na kasama siya Lord, please, or if it's not too much sana magmeet talaga kami at maging friends :)) #WalangImposible

I've been stalking other Fortuna fans too you know.. Nadarama ko na ngayon yung nakkwento nila na feeling kung gaano sila kasaya at kakilig nung makita nila si Fort.. :)

Nanlamig ako teh! Nakakamangha na nakakakilig na tila di makatotohanan. Labo ba? Hanap ka nadin ng celebrity crush para ma-feel mo din dali! :))

This has been what I've always wanted to feel by fangirling. Yung tamang masaya lang lagi... Gaya ngayong araw. Today has really really reaaally been a bad day. Pero kebs! Maisip ko lang yung happy moment na 'to with Fort, happy na uli ako ♥ Ay grabe thank you talaga! :*


♥,
Te

P.S. The Tin Salonga story I mentioned on another previous post may not be real after all :(  (Reason why.) Hay girl, wag naman ganyan. :|

One Click Too Many

Haven't been inspired for a while.. Maybe it's because I don't have that fan girl spirit anymore. Good thing I ate nachos! Good food to get me in the mood!

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Excuse me!


Pwedeng magpapicture?

A true fan girl surely has done this once or twice, or more than your finger could count. Syempre bakit ka naman mahihiya eh 'di ka naman niya kilala 'di ba? Minsan lang magkaroon ng pagkakataon, sulitin na.

I remember this instance when I got the chance to be in the same restroom as Ms. Bella Flores (haha natawa ako sa tinype ko, malamang lang parehas kaming babae eh). I waited for her to finish her business just to have my picture taken with her. As in sa loob pa rin ng cr ako nagpapic. Kapal ko lang. I'm not really her fan per se but I adore her and I know how talented she is so I grabbed the opportunity.


With that simple papicture, maraming tanong na ang nabuo sa isip ko.

Ano kaya inisip niya tungkol sa akin after ko magpapic?
Pinag-usapan kaya nila ako? O deadma?

Bakit ba kasi hindi nalang ako naging sikat?
Bakit ba kasi hindi ako nadidiscover ni Kuya Germs?
Bakit ba hindi ko nakikita sa personal yung idol ko?

At bakit ba yung iba pagnagpapic sa artista i-popost na agad sa social media accts nila
na may caption: 'with a friend of mine'? Oops, ako pala 'yon.


Minsan tuloy iisipin mo na paano kaya kung artista ka din? Or kaibigan or anak ng artista. Ano kaya feeling?

There are just too many why's and what ifs that we encounter in our lives that sometimes it ends up with: Lord, why?

Ang simpleng sagot: Bakit ba wala kang ginawa para makamit 'yon? O baka naman hindi PA panahon (hopia!). Just think about it, maybe you won't be the same as you are now if you're to be famous. Malay mo kung naging sikat ka pala e magiging mayabang at matapobre ka (yaya, nilalamig ako. Sunugin ang mga alipin!). .

Parehas lang naman tayong tao pero we tend to perceive them (mga artista) as a higher form of species. Species talaga. Tao din naman sila, umuutot din at pinipitik ang kulangot sa kawalan.


Remember that we are handed two options in life (in my own personal opinion), that is to accept or to take action. And the only question that you should ask yourself is which to choose.

Friendly Reminder: do not encourage yourself asking God the reason behind why you're not Mario Maurer's girlfriend or why you're not the one they've discovered on youtube. We must never question His destined life for us. He knows better.


Here's a list of peepz I must get a picture with before I die (local lang para mas realistic):

•Ramon Bautista (with matching lipps candy)
•Vic Sotto and Joey de Leon
•Vice Ganda
•John Lloyd
•Kuya boy (para masabi kong hindi kuya boy, ikaw na)
•Sir Chief/ Papa Chen

♥,

P.S. Napanuod niyo ba GGV kagabi? Grabe Mario Maurer! Please choose meeee!

Tadhana

Exhibit A:
Went to UST the other day (Oct. 30), hoping to see Fortuna and to meet up with an old friend as well. Supposedly, may plans din dapat na magmovie (most likely sa Shang o sa Mega) or maghalloween lakwatsa/overnight. Plans plans. I chose UST over everything.

When I got home, nakita ko sa tweet ni Fort, "Skyfall.. #shang"

<||3


Exhibit B:
May plan mag-Rob Magnolia mamayang hapon. (Also hoping to get a Fortuna sighting there) But apparently, galing na pala doon sila Fort kahapon.

Bumalik sana uli sila mamaya. Araw araw nalang mag-mmall? Huhu.

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"Great things happen when you least expect them." This should be my mantra. Cliché, but it's way better than trying so hard and failing to make things happen.

I'm not crazy anymore! Haha I just want to meet him so my life can be complete. :))

[credits]

♥,

Te

The Chicken that Crossed the Road

Move on. The dreaded two-word statement that I already consider a paragraph. Masyadong malaman.

In your obsession stage maiisip mo 'yan, pero 'di mo gagawin 'cause you don't want to, not because you can't. So, I researched ways on how I can be of help to those who are nearing the crazy line (accdg to te's previous post). Coincidentally, I landed on a post that hit me, the method on how you can.... terminate your feelings for him. Coincidence? I think not! Click here if you want to see.

For sure, magdadalawang isip ka i-click 'yan. Haha. The aforementioned post is actually helpful, that's what I always do whenever I want to forget that strong feeling I get from being a fan girl at ng matigil na ang walang humpay na pag-stalk sa iniisip kong makikilala ko din at makakatuluyan in the future. Apparently, you have a different level of obsession when your dreamboy is somehow "easier to reach", local ba. Masmatindi. Kasi, kaya mo siya masundan kung nasan siya, through the help of his updates and your persevering nature to meet your goal---- ang makilala siya at makilala ka niya.

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Magsasawa ka rin naman sooner or later. And the love that you feel for that person will be replaced with just adoration. That's where it all started anyway, right?

To help speed up the process, another thing that you can do, which I recommend (not that I'm a specialist or anything) is to find an outlet; gumawa ka rin ng blog like what we did, or better yet, fan art.

Art therapy is helpful. It is an expression and release of what you feel. Kumbaga sa timba, kapag umapaw na ang tubig, kailangan mo itong gamitin/ bawasan para 'di masayang.

"It is based on the belief that the creative process involved in artistic self-expression helps people to resolve conflicts and problems, develop interpersonal skills, manage behavior, reduce stress, increase self-esteem and self-awareness, and achieve insight."

Quoted here.

You don't have to be an artist to do this, and you don't have to conceptualize that much, 'di naman severe ang case natin. More on the depression, stress and gaining insight ang focus. There's no harm in trying right? Remember: no effort is wasted. If ever you do not succeed in something, you always learn from it. Malay mo ito pa maging daan para mabawasan ang creepy fan girling mo sa kanya.

Here's what I did:

And here are some that we found in the internet:

• Jeric_fanArt
• Jeric_fanArt
• Jeric_fanArt
• Jeric_fanArt
• MinHo_fanArt
• Depp

Segue: look at Andi Eigenmann's tweet. Even the prettiest of the prettiest has her fan girl mode on!

Dumarami na talaga tayong mga hopia (hoping) but I'm happy to say that somehow I'm already moving on :p And you should too! Do not forget that you also have a life to live. Be in awe of your dreamboys but know your limitations ;p Hope this helped!

See you again soon my fellow Hopias! :D


♥,

Getting It Bad

If I can pour my heart out on this post, I'll just type "I LOVE YOU JERIC FORTUNA" until the end. I already saw other girls saying this online and this is also true for myself: "Ngayon lang ako naging fan girl dahil sayo." Dahil sayo, Jeric Marco Fortuna. 

I believe that there are thin lines between fangirling, obsessing and just being plain crazy. And right about now, I'm not sure if I'm already bordering on the crazy side. So I actually sought for help.

(credits to Ms. Faye Favis' formspring account and thank you ma'am for answering my question.)

I know I'm not the only girl going through this. Pero bakit ganon Lord, why can't I be the one who's famous then tweets naman ng ibang tao yung di ko mapapansin sa sobrang dami? Or why can't I be one of those lucky people whom he's close with. Bakit di niya ko naging kapatid? Or at least kapit-bahay? Para naman di siya masyadong hard to reach.

Selfish questions. That's when I know I'm getting it bad.

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Just recently, a girl whose sister is diagnosed with Cancer asked him through Twitter if they (Jeric and her sister) can meet. These were his tweets: 

Read Tin Salonga's blog here.

No one would be heartless enough for that blog. I was crying when I finished it. 

Namamaga na sobra yung mata niya and I asked what’s up and she said “Talo sila Kuya Idol.” Makikita mo yung lungkot sa mukha at boses niya. She also added na “Last year na niya to. Ayokong malungkot idol ko. Kapag gumaling ako, pupuntahan ko siya sa UST tapos sasabihin ko sakanyang wag na siyang malungkot kasi sobrang galling niya para sakin.”

It also crossed my mind that this might not be legit, lalo pa ngayon na madami nang naglalabasang fan fiction involving the Growling Tigers. Nevertheless, I still pray that this is true -not the child having cancer, but with the child having hope to surpass her sickness because of Jeric Fortuna.

Nahiya ako bigla sa sarili ko. 

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Remember when older people told us, "Okay lang magka-crush, ok yan para ma-inspire ka." This is supposed to be the way for Fangirling. Just like what Tep said in the previous post, we fan girls dream. We stalk. We fantasize.

Maybe the obsession comes from dreaming that someday, the prince and I will end up together. Some fan girls actually did it. A famous example would be Lucy Torres Gomez, who believed in the law of attraction (everything your mind can conceive, you can achieve.) and is now happily married to her teenage dream.

But seriously, what are the chances? Kailangan ba mala-beauty queen ka muna? 

Reality bites. And when it bites, it tells you to wake up from your reverie and just be grateful of what you already have. I'm not saying that we have to stop being fans. I'm just saying we have to do this moderately. (Which is most likely a note to myself.) Hindi yung tipong naddown ka nalang forever tuwing di ka niya napapansin, or tuwing may ibang swerteng fan na nakapagpapicture nanaman sa kanya samantalang ikaw di mo parin siya makita ng personal. (Aray!) OR yung tipong wala nang ibang nagawa araw-araw kundi sumubaybay nalang sa whereabouts niya.

Being a fan is supposed to be liberating and inspiring - not obsessive and depressing.

So next time we realize that we're getting it bad, let's stop for a while, take deep breaths, and go for doing something that is more productive and beneficial for us. Fan girls shall forever be fan girls. And I guess our crushes and idols would appreciate it more if they inspired us to achieve this and that instead of loving them so much that it drives us crazy.


♥,
Te

Temporary Bliss

What happens in the mind of a fan girl who comes across another world where she wishes for it to be the one she's living in? In short, sa day dreamer.

People, tend to think that you are very much lucky to have an imaginative mind, but actually, it has that connection to your heart that slowly kills your reality. Okay, some become exceptional writers, artists, directors, etc., but what about the others? Hmm.. Great way to start the blog tep, very inspiring... not!

But seriously, that's how I see it. Been there, done that ika nga nila.

See here:

First, you develop a pea-sized crush on someone.Then, you start researching his fb&twitter account to see photos and updates, and the next thing you know, you already have a giant beanstalk in your backyard! Surely you know what I'm "sTalking" about. Emphasis on the word "stalk". ;p

YOU know what I mean. >=] yes, YOU! Guilty-little-fan-girl-who-spends-a-lot-of-time-checking-on-his-whereabouts-and-dating-him-in-dreamland-not-realizing-you've-already-wasted-an-hour-of-your-life-you-could've-been-productive-in. Phew! Used a lot of hyphens there. Let's put it this way, it's as if your world stops and you elope with your dreamboy----piggyback rides, heartmelting moments and fireworks (that's my korean daydream btw) and by the time you're back in reality you're still hoping that someday, somehow, you will end up together. Oh, cruel world!

In my coming posts I will share instances where I, too, have written and directed my own perfect love story, in my mind of course. Honestly, sobrang dami I'm having a hard time remembering them. I was planning to include it in this post but my memory failed me, thus, the sudden shift to this paragraph. :(

For now, here's a list of those I adore and date in dreamland ;]

•Christian Grey (yes, I'm in love with a fictional character)

•Johnny Depp (he's just amazingly beautiful)





















•Lee Min Ho (his smile makes my heart beat a million)




















•Jang Keun-suk (he looks so gay that it's manly, haha weird)
















•Jeric Teng (I'm not into basketball but by the time I saw the recent ust vs admu game in uaap, he went bang! bang! straight to my heart)





And and and...
•Brendan Fraser - jungle cutie 
















We would also like to hear from you, your own insight and stories, please feel free to comment or shoot us an email so that we can feature it here. :)

Yahoo! First official post!



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"Sometimes I wish I could just grab him, shake him and make him realize how much I want him, but now when I see him smile, I want to cry more than I want to smile with him cuz I want him so bad it hurts"

Introductions

Every meeting begins with an introduction. And we meet this way- we post, you read. :))

I'm Te. I'm 22. I work in an office on weekdays except holidays and stormy days. I spend most of my free time reading, writing on secret blogs, studying online and doing what other normal people in their early twenties do.

The idea for this blog was born on a direct message via Twitter on October 25, 2012, days and weeks after we realized that this Fangirling is not going to leave us sooner than we've thought.

So for you, who happened to stumble upon our blog either by chance or by our own plugging, we hope you enjoy and learn something from us as much as we learn lots in the whole process.

That's it for me. Happy reading! :)

♥,
Te

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Hello world wide web and cyber friends!

As much as I'd like to leave my name anonymous, unfortunately I'm not techy enough to edit out my account. So, I guess you now know who I am (unless I feel the urge to change it) :p This is my first time contributing to a blog so please bare with my writing as I am not really a passionate and perfect writer. Expect a lot of errors and inconsistent storyline but I do promise to give you that "kilig and oo nga noh factor" with my posts.

Sorry, can't think of a way to conclude my intro so I'll just end it with a smile. =]

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