Jeric&Jeron Teng

Yesterday was so unreal! I'd be happy to die just then and there, that's how good it was. I hate it.

Why?
Well, te came across fortuna's tweet re: their game vs letran and asked me if i wanted to go. Eh medyo 'di naman na ako ganun ka-fan girl nila teng nun so ok lang pumunta ok lang hindi. Tapos kinabukasan nakita ko tweet ni jeron na pupunta din siya! Talk about hitTENG 2 birds with one stone huh. So, ano pa nga ba, ang mga hoping lalong nagpa-hoping. We arrived at the arena around 2-3pm and saw coach pido, jeron, teng's fam (what a lovely family they have) and ferrer. Ayun nung nagstart na yung game mukha akong ewan na pinapanuod ang pawis ni Jeric sa biceps haha sorry, yun talaga tinitignan ko, madalas kasi nakatalikod siya sa amin. Parang ang kintab kasi tapos kita mo yung bawat galaw ng muscle niya sa simpleng galaw ng kamay niya. I cannot find the right words to describe it in the most beautiful and artistic way but I think you get the picture. Naaalala ko tuloy! Kasi naman, sa lalaking pawisan bakit mukha pa rin siyang mabango, parang bagong ligo lang, at yung siko ang puti! Grabe, napapangiti ako ngayon haha mukhang ewan. After the game inabangan na namin sila and and AND heaven!! I will not go into deets with that, I'm sure te will blog about it anyway. So ayun, haha I'm having a hard time writing this, yung parang gising na gising ako tapos gusto ko ngumiti, tumawa, sumayaw, kumanta, maglaba, mamalantsa, haha joke lang.

I'm happy and sad at the same time.
Happy because I never thought that I could really see him/ them in person. Parang hard to reach lang talaga e noh. Plus, I even got to have my picture taken with them.
But what's sad about it is that I have to go through the stage of reverse bittering. Again. And I have to unfollow them in twitter. Again. And set my acct to private. Again. And I have to live life knowing that there will never be "us". Again. :'(

Alam ko na ito yung tipong babalikan mo tapos matatawa ka nalang sa mga pinagsasabi mo pero ewan. Haha. Kinailangan ko lang ibuhos 'tong sayang nararamdaman ko at nang mabawasan.

Please Lord, help me forget. I don't want to move on but I have to, I must!

P.S.
We watched their game the day after, naloka naman ako kay te todo build up sa akin haha. Nagpapic kasi kami sa dad nila jeric sabi ba naman ni te "crush niya po yung anak niyong dalawa" & "ang ganda niya po 'di ba po". I didn't know what to do so I just kept on laughing ang shying away from them haha peg na peg ko na talaga ang hs girl. Sana lang 'di ko na sila makita ulit in person haha wala na akong mukhang maihaharap, though I doubt they'll remember me. And infairness, 'di na ako ganun ka-kilig compared to day 1, thank you Lord!