One Click Too Many

Haven't been inspired for a while.. Maybe it's because I don't have that fan girl spirit anymore. Good thing I ate nachos! Good food to get me in the mood!

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Excuse me!


Pwedeng magpapicture?

A true fan girl surely has done this once or twice, or more than your finger could count. Syempre bakit ka naman mahihiya eh 'di ka naman niya kilala 'di ba? Minsan lang magkaroon ng pagkakataon, sulitin na.

I remember this instance when I got the chance to be in the same restroom as Ms. Bella Flores (haha natawa ako sa tinype ko, malamang lang parehas kaming babae eh). I waited for her to finish her business just to have my picture taken with her. As in sa loob pa rin ng cr ako nagpapic. Kapal ko lang. I'm not really her fan per se but I adore her and I know how talented she is so I grabbed the opportunity.


With that simple papicture, maraming tanong na ang nabuo sa isip ko.

Ano kaya inisip niya tungkol sa akin after ko magpapic?
Pinag-usapan kaya nila ako? O deadma?

Bakit ba kasi hindi nalang ako naging sikat?
Bakit ba kasi hindi ako nadidiscover ni Kuya Germs?
Bakit ba hindi ko nakikita sa personal yung idol ko?

At bakit ba yung iba pagnagpapic sa artista i-popost na agad sa social media accts nila
na may caption: 'with a friend of mine'? Oops, ako pala 'yon.


Minsan tuloy iisipin mo na paano kaya kung artista ka din? Or kaibigan or anak ng artista. Ano kaya feeling?

There are just too many why's and what ifs that we encounter in our lives that sometimes it ends up with: Lord, why?

Ang simpleng sagot: Bakit ba wala kang ginawa para makamit 'yon? O baka naman hindi PA panahon (hopia!). Just think about it, maybe you won't be the same as you are now if you're to be famous. Malay mo kung naging sikat ka pala e magiging mayabang at matapobre ka (yaya, nilalamig ako. Sunugin ang mga alipin!). .

Parehas lang naman tayong tao pero we tend to perceive them (mga artista) as a higher form of species. Species talaga. Tao din naman sila, umuutot din at pinipitik ang kulangot sa kawalan.


Remember that we are handed two options in life (in my own personal opinion), that is to accept or to take action. And the only question that you should ask yourself is which to choose.

Friendly Reminder: do not encourage yourself asking God the reason behind why you're not Mario Maurer's girlfriend or why you're not the one they've discovered on youtube. We must never question His destined life for us. He knows better.


Here's a list of peepz I must get a picture with before I die (local lang para mas realistic):

•Ramon Bautista (with matching lipps candy)
•Vic Sotto and Joey de Leon
•Vice Ganda
•John Lloyd
•Kuya boy (para masabi kong hindi kuya boy, ikaw na)
•Sir Chief/ Papa Chen

♥,

P.S. Napanuod niyo ba GGV kagabi? Grabe Mario Maurer! Please choose meeee!